You can now listen to the Audio Blog version, narrated by yours truly, by clicking the play button below. Enjoy! Sitting in a dark room with men and women, on their single serving mats around the perimeter of a rectangle shaped room, a Shaman sitting against the wall across from me illuminated only by the moonlight coming through a few small windows, many thoughts start racing through my mind. The biggest and loudest of them being "what are you even fucking doing here Anna?"